~when your abuser shows you (& the court) that he changed your contact info on his phone to display your deadname **just in case** he's ever tempted not to be transphobic~ holy shit it's truly wild how he keeps demonstrating he's an even worse person than I could have imagined I'm **wildly** grateful to have a wonderful support system (including therapy today, yay!) because the unending stream of abuse is intended to shut me down. appreciate y'all for listening, always <3